Just a Dream ;)

The Confessions of a Bill Kaulitz Fan.

“Beautiful, would you come with me as I will take you to where the stars and moon shining its essence of brightness in the dark night?”

His mesmerizing gaze was like a shooting star flying down to grant a little girl’s wish. Those dazzling black linered brown eyes just sunk into mine making butterflies fluttering in my stomach.

“Are you not listening to my words?” He brought his kissable lips closer to my ears as he filled it with an airy of his breathtaking voice. “Come, my Angel, come and follow me into the mystique night for I shall be the shadows of the night, an intrigue of your love desire, standing by you.”

His voice was singing beautifully in my ears, like a dramatic melody of an antique musical box. I couldn’t deny his sultry voice owns an art of allure, sending unstoppable beats to my heart and yet my lips remain sealed.

“Hold on to your disbelief for my words are always true.” He caressed my face to admire the beauty etched upon it and those fingers dancing away to run through my long hair.

His touch was soft, like a pure silk gently brushing my skin off until it reaches to the layers beneath. It was like a heaven touch, miracle enough to soothe my soul.

“Just look at me. For you, I will never tell a lie.” My chin was gently lifted and my eyes witnessed a demure handsome smile carved on his stunning structured face.

His smile was the loveliest curved-line that has ever being written down as an expression. With a captivating power of extraordinaire attraction, he seemed so close to perfection as if God forget to put a limit on creating him.

“What say you, my Angel? Am I not good enough to shower you with my love?” He slowly moved his luscious lips to mine, creating a spark when our lips met.

His kiss was intoxicating, I wish I could never pull it away but to my realization, I was only in a twisted dream on sharing a fantasy love with my dream rockstar.

I’ve been charmed and haunted by the most gorgeous rockstar to be ever existed in my reality world! That would definitely explain it all. I dare not to say it out loud proudly even if I’m pleased, I dare not to hold on to him forever for he will be lost without a trace in just a matter of time in my dream world and I dare not to long for his love for it would be insanely unreachable. Truth to be told, reality bites! It came to a sense that a visualisation where there would be Bill Kaulitz and I to be passionately in love only lies in my fantasy world.

So, the next time you see me sleeping dreamingly, please don’t nudge me to wake up..for you will ruin a nerve-wrecking scene which leads to a very raunchy ending! Haha ;p

Bill Kaulitz: I’m a Deathly Sexed up Rocker during the day, a thirsty soul during the night.

“I’ve never seen anything else, quite like you. You look at me vacantly empty just stare right through.” Damn, that girl over there is killing me. I could smell her all the way from up here. The stage is huge, there’s a gap between me and these adoring fans but that girl; she smells way good that even Victoria’s Secret angel doesn’t smell like this. Okay, guilty as charge. I’m a rocker man, give me some credits for singing out loud, making money, but I do need to get bedded with some Hot Victoria’s Secret models sometimes.

My throat is getting drier than the summer drought. My eyes, they seem to vaguely blur itself into a dark shade color of mocha brown instead of the usual color of hazelnut brown. I thank God for this designer shade of mine that these girls couldn’t see how my eye color evolves according to how unfed I am. The venom in my mouth slurred in between the words I’m singing. I can’t seem to stop focusing on that girl, seriously even these girls up front starting to get jumpy trying to get my attention. Sigh; just stop moving so much bitches, I can’t see the girl! But hey, my handsome smile always gives away whatever shady thoughts in my mind. They’d fall for it like a moth to a flame.

So that was that, a day in Asia. And here I am, lazing around my hotel room waiting for the sun to fall, so that the moon could rise and I could feed. So swimming around with my thoughts into my e-diary actually helps me, really. I mean, besides looking good all the time. I would feel lonely, but like those fans really care? They basically are just fondling over my rockstar-ness rather than my own true self. I mean, I love them but sometimes they could get a little bit obsessive, and not to mention possessive that I can’t even date anyone without them throwing a mourning party for it. Thinking their life would be over, they need to hang themselves, blah blah blah … Just because If I were to date anyone that is. I mean have some mercy; I want to be loved too you know. Now I’m being like some emo piece of shit, as if I’m going through a menstrual cycle or something. I might as well be a pregnant woman.

Oh, I think I better start going to church or something and sit in those confession booths. “Oh forgive me father for I have sins, I have banged a lot of girls, yet not one I love. You see my problem here man! I am not capable of falling in love! I mean, how pathetic is that!” Now that’s an idea. I should go tell Tom. Bet, he thinks I’m brilliant. Ha. Well, I better log out, before anyone reads my diary. See you, Muah. I’ll make love to you once I get back; I mean make words for you. Wish me luck, hopefully there’s a delicious meal tonight for me, my sweet, sweet metallic black flying macbook. Okay, so I call you that because I personally think its way cooler than “macbook air.” It sounds so laaaaaame. Later!

Thirsty for more of what's inside of Bill's head? Well, Dollies. You have to wait.

Mein Engel ist irgendwo da draußen..

"Like a phantomrider, always die on their own.."
Crush those thoughts for your angel is out there waiting for the right time to be set free and when she finally arrives in front of you, you will just know she was meant for you :)

He was awaken by the Sunrise shining to his eyes through the clear glass windows. The sheer curtain was not a handy use to that one hotel room in Tokyo as his eyes were wide open, dusting off the sands of the night. To him, being in Tokyo was like a dream that he find it hard to make it happen but he was ought to realize that the wish he once made a long time ago has been heard and granted. There he was, waking up on a lovely morning in his ever most loved city. He was happy indeed, smiling wide, grinning charmingly until it ticks him that his dream come true has left a few bits of its essence to perfection.

The queen sized bed was rather spacious, look as though something is missing or most likely someone should be there, lying on the plain white bedsheet, filling the empty spot next to him. They say, he chose the glorious world of music, money and fame to conquer his life. Well, isn't that what Rockstars always have in mind? True. But for a young Rockstar like him, it seems pretty hard to control the raging hormones of desiring what most youngsters would seek for as well as to feel high over. Yes, the 'L' word which lies in every heart of a human, Love. A true Love to be more precise ;)

"Good Morning, Baby.."
A softly spoken phrase coming from the lips of an angel was all he could ask for to be whispered soothingly in his ears to make his day stay pleasant as it is from the fresh start of the breaking dawn.

He wants to see her the first thing in the morning, right when he came back from a deep sleep. He wants to look into her dreamy eyes just to sink himself in her gaze. He wants to gently touch her face to admire her natural beauty. He wants to stroke her hair like she's the only beautiful thing that caught his attention in every single day. He wants to kiss her forehead and her cotton candy-like pink lips to wake her up tenderly, fluttered with love ♥

The saddest thing is..those wonderful stills are remained as a dream, only to be seen by him in his fantasy world because in reality, that one angel meant for him is still lost in his in sight. Inside of him silently scream, "Where is she?" The one and only who holds a key to his heart that would set him free from misery. Such a melodramatic movie reeling as the true story of his lovelife. He may have it all, looks, style, voice, passion and luxury which came to reason why he managed to capture the hearts of million lovely girls around the globe and yet that one angel still wrapped in chains, couldn't find a way to escape the gate of heaven to reach him.


To live with just an imaginary shadows of her by his side didn't fully satisfy him. He desire to make-believe that she is real for once in a blue moon to feel the love that his heart was longing for. "I’m afraid of not finding true love!" seemed to be his greatest fear. So, even if he carves those breathtaking smiles on his flawless face, it was hard to deny the fact that his smiles are the only cure for his loneliness deep inside. Know that each of his smiles represent the pain that he had to endure on to keep hoping for a heart to finally fly to him.

"I will wait for love to fly to me and teach me how to fly." - Bill Kaulitz

Georg Listing : Delicious, Delectable Facts about him!

So Georg Listing is no longer an infamous basist to all the humanoid dolls of Tokio Hotel right? Of course, not! Because he is one electrified bass player who doesn't only own the talents to create illusive strums to keep your eardrums tuning to their beat but also the handsome look that could swoon over the feet of some famous sculptors!

From my own personal experience, honesty is the best policy right? Okay, so maybe before meeting him in person at the Tokio Hotel's autograph signing session. I'd personally think that Gustav was better looking than he is. But that's all changed now since he looks like one good looking Rock God with perfect straight strands of mellow brown hair sweeping off his muscular back underneath his tight t-shirts that fumes you with envious clouds due to it's silky perfection. The features on his face, on the other hand is the wonder of God's work and two beautiful parents. His nose is sharper than a sexy metallic dagger, his eyes are far more deadly than a piercing stare of a snake's eyes, his lips are as perfect as a male mannequin's lips and overall the mixture of it gives you, The Georg Listing. Handsome isn't he? Move over Bill Kaulitz. You're not the only one who has the perfect mixture of DNAs of being a handsome gentleman.

Don’t get too over excited girls, because he has one hell of a tigress to bite you off if you come close to him. Yes, his Girlfriend might be one teeny tiny bit problem we have to face with. It’s okay whatever it is Georg Our darling, we love you with any girl you chose to be with, but we will love you More if you chose us to be with. Don't we Girls? (; That’s it for now about our random tasty facts of Georg Listing that you never thought you knew. Ciao beautiful angels of Tokio hotel!